The battle against shame starts in childhood
Since Genesis 3, shame has been Satan’s primary weapon against the sons and daughters of God. The reason shame is so powerful? Because it speaks to the core of our identity.
Shame is not only the sense that we’re not enough—but that we’re tragically different. Irreparably damaged. Unworthy of love.
Shame is the opposite of God’s love
In fact, shame is the satanic antithesis of God’s love. If the love of God heals, fills, and frees us to partner with the resurrected Jesus in his battle for humanity—shame assaults, cripples, and enslaves us, causing us to be both personally miserable and Kingdom ineffective.
Psychiatrist Curt Thompson’s words are paradigm altering: “[Shame] is used…to dismantle us as individuals and communities and destroy all of God’s creation. [Shame] is the primary tool that evil leverages, out of which emerges everything that we would call sin.”
In other words, we don’t sin in a vacuum. We choose sin under the influence of a deadly, spiritual toxin called shame. God loves us and creates us to respond most naturally to his love (John 14:23).
His love never, ever gives us reason to disobey. Only shame beckons us toward the darkness, shouting to our spirit day and night, “No one loves you. You’re alone. You have no hope. Be afraid. Hide—behind performance, money, addiction, violence, sadness, or even some warped version of Christianity. Live feeling rejected. Every day of your miserable life.”
Without doubt, hell’s shame isn’t simply trying to slow us down or distract us. Shame wants our very selves to die.
Discipline in childhood
Our first and most important battleground against shame?
Childhood.
Shame is transmitted primarily through shame-based family systems. If our child hearts receive the parental love we’re created for, we flourish and begin to be drawn to an even greater love that will fill us “with all the fullness of God” (Ephesians 3:19 NRSV).
But if the love we desperately need is absent, love’s opposite—shame—immediately occupies love’s place in our spirit. Even as infants, something inside us begins to shrivel and die.
In fact, neurobiologists tell us that a baby can feel the impact of love—or unlove—as early as the third trimester in the womb. If parents struggle to know the love of God, all they have left to give is shame, in its various deadly forms.
We cannot give away what we haven’t received. Psychologist Robert Karen says it plainly: “[Shame] is frequently instilled at a delicate age, as the result of the internalization of a contemptuous voice, usually parental.”
Performance-based parenting, lack of affection, or emotional distance can all download shame into our children. But most often, children absorb shame’s “contemptuous voice” from our own unhealed shame embedded in the way we discipline.
Shame-based parenting
One Sunday when the girls were little, I preached a sermon on shame and asked my two oldest girls Andrea and Leigh Anne to role-play with me.
In the first service, I played the loud, finger-pointing, angry, shaming dad, and Andrea was stellar as the victimized daughter. It was great fun, and our community loved it—and the spiritual point was driven home. The second service was a different story.
About five minutes into our role-play, as I stood tall over five-year-old Leigh Anne, glaring angrily, raising my voice in dismissive shame—my precious little girl looked up at me, eyes brimming with tears, and said, “Daddy, I don’t want to do this anymore.”
I immediately dropped to my knees, took her in my arms, and choking back repentant sobs whispered, “It’s okay, baby. I’m so sorry. We’re done.”
Our Sunday-morning “drama” had become, in Leigh Anne’s mind, a reenactment, triggering memories of my real-life, shame-based parenting.
Thankfully, because of the healing work of Jesus Christ in my life, my girls received not only shame but a great deal of the Father’s love over the course of their childhood.
Transformation and healing
On Father’s Day three years ago, my grown-up youngest daughter Caroline wrote, “When I think of you, Dad, I think of love. You’ve taught me so much over the years . . . but what stands out most to me is how you’ve been a consistent and pure example of love—loving oneself, loving others, and receiving the love of Jesus.”
When I first read her words, I thought, Sweetie, thanks, but you must be mistaken. Don’t you remember when you were three and I shamed you over the spilled juice box? Or when you were ten and I wouldn’t let you get off the couch until you prayed out loud in our family prayer time? Or when you were sixteen and I shouted you down at the kitchen table for being so stubborn? Because that’s what I remember.
It’s the nature of shame to focus on failure as proof that “I’m a loser.” But once more, Peter’s words ring powerfully true: “Love will cover a multitude of sins” (1 Peter 4:8).
As I continued to battle my own shame through the love of Christ, his redeeming love began to slowly transform my parenting and even heal past shame damage in Caroline—so that what she remembers most today is how much I loved her.
It’s not about perfection
So, if you’re a parent, be encouraged. If the love of Jesus Christ can do this in me—one of the most shame-based dads I’ve ever met—he can do this in and through you.
Your parenting journey isn’t about perfection but gut-level honesty about where you are with shame right now.
No matter where you find yourself, you can respond to the Father’s voice as he says, “Son, daughter—you don’t need to live this way anymore. I love you. Let me begin to heal you and set you free.”
A healing that will in turn, begin to heal and set free your children as well.
Taken from Free: Rescued from Shame-Based Religion, Released into the Life-Giving Love of Jesus by J. Kevin Butcher. Copyright © 2021. Used by permission of NavPress. All rights reserved. Represented by Tyndale House Publishers, a Division of Tyndale House Ministries.
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